darling dear, you're welcome here.
made like ice cream topped with honey
but we got no money
BANG BANG ;; we're beautiful & dirty richhh.
keel me ded.
Every once in awhile I chance upon a writer like butterflyweb or rawthornewrites in some sort of obscure fandom (like gtop in this case) and the magic running through their fingertips kind of make me want to give up and die and at the same time work myself to death all the more harder. I freaking need to start putting out good shit again. *contemplates own writing and burning everything I've written in the past six months*Labels: ficwriting
On Wednesday, June 03, 2009 at 6:19:00 AM
total eff my life morning. [ may 28 2009 ]
I look so fobby it's ridiculous. Also, my friends say I definitely do not look 20. Bitches plz.
This is @ Pajama Baking Co. earlier today! Cherry granola ice cream<3.
So I woke up this morning with my grandma screaming at me from my doorway. It's not as serious as it sounds; she can be really chill and she can also get really worked up, especially if it concerns my sister. My parents, sister, and I don't let it bother us anymore. Anyway, I was still half-asleep and disoriented so I'm not exactly sure what she was yelling at me (she is a 5-foot-tall scrawny old Chinese lady with a typical old lady voice) except something about me spending too much time on the phone and on the computer, and "you do noshing, noshing all day! And you go out too mach!" (thanks angrylittleasiangirl.com) and something about being sick. Wtf. So I slurred, "what time is it?" and she yells "ALMOST ELEVEN" which means I went to bed almost five hours ago. I sleep really late and sleep in during the summers so I had no idea why the heck she was yelling at me, or if she wanted me to wake up earlier, why she chose today of all days to start, so I just rolled over and fell back asleep. Proceed her stomping down the stairs, ranting all the way, and I hear her on the phone, still shouting (at one point my mom calls and she picks up and when my mom says hi, she shrieks, "WHO IS THIS!!!!!" XD). So I gauge that something's wrong by now and stumble over to the phone to call my dad four times, who doesn't pick up, then my sister because I hear her name come up a few times in the conversation.
QQ: Hello?
Me: WTF IS GOING ON
QQ: ? I'm sick and I've been waiting in the office for 20 minutes and you're supposed to come get me. Didn't grandma tell you?
Me: Ohhhhh. ... Not really, -___-;
So I drive the five minutes looking like utter shit to pick the sister up from school, and when I tell her what happened she, the security guard at the front desk, and I all start to laugh hysterically. I swear tears were coming out of my eyes I was laughing so hard, the situation was just that ridiculous. I mean, what did being on the phone and going out too much have to do with anything that was going on? I don't understand why she couldn't have shaken me awake (I'm a heavy sleeper), told me QQ was sick and needed picking up from school, and gone about her day without causing herself unnecessary stress. Anyways, I brought her home, gave her medicine, ate lunch, tried to stay awake, and then ended up sleeping on the couch till four. I told my parents later and my mom laughed her ass off for like, 10 minutes and my dad was like "omglol". I feel bad because I don't want to laugh at grandma, but, it was just too funny not to repeat. My grandma needless to say was pissed off at us all the rest of the day and yelled at everybody at random times about random things. Oh wai po.
Going with the FML thing, this is small but should be mentioned. Somebody called, I picked up, and:
Me: Hello?
Other end: *silence*
Me: Helloooo?
Other end: Let me put you on hold.
Me: o_O *stares at receiver* what? I don't even know who you are! You called ME!
Later on I was supposed to go with my sister to her winner's recital (she won 1st in a statewide piano competition two weeks ago, oh I do not miss those days of piano competitions) but she really didn't want me to hear her play since she was afraid she'd sound like crap (she hasn't practiced in a few days because of her sickness) so I went over to Claire's house instead with Alex and Daren, and after I spammed them all with more Big Bangness, who Claire by the way didn't think were attractive at all until I showed her a live-in-concert vid (that's what I THOUGHT), we walked down to Pajama Baking CO. for gelato and talked until it was dark. I wanted to get food but nobody wanted to spend money so I just got Jambalaya Rice at the cafe, and we continued talking. Daren forgot her keys there so we drove back to get it in Alex's shiny new Honda but none of us minded cuz the boy behind the counter was so adorable.
Cherry Granola ice cream. Sounds gross but I liked it. Nobody else did though, LOL.
Claire & Alex.
Me & Daren.
I went home and camerawhored because for once, I remembered to wear my straw hat with an outfit.
I wear my zebraprint leggings too much. There's a big hole in the seam as a result. I'll stitch it up tomorrow.
Also, what the heck is normal about this conversation I ask you:
Claire: Summer do you have a pleated skirt? Like, Catholic-schoolgirl style?
Me: ....no, because I didn't go to Catholic School? Why do you need it?
Alex: Please don't make me listen to this again.
Claire: Erin (her boyfriend who btw looks like her FATHER) wants me to be in it.
Me: Oh. ....Awesomeeeee....
Alex: You can probably find it at Fascinations if you really want one.
Claire: Isn't that too sexy?
Me: And what exactly are you trying to achieve with this whole my boyfriend wants me in a schoolgirl skirt to fulfill his fantasy thingie?
Claire: Oh also we bought handcuffs, did I tell you guys?
Me & Alex: O____O NO.
Claire: See, I still have chafe marks on my wrists.
Fantasies and kink are perfectly fine if you're into those things, but please do not share every intimate detail of your sex life with your friends. Especially if they have told you thousands of times that they do not want to hear it, and especially not if your boyfriend looks like your dad. This is just the tip of the iceberg by the way; I can tell you many, many NC-17 rated things about Claire's sexcapades but I don't think you want to know.
Big Bang's Until Whenever is LOVE. GD is an amazing composer. I'm sad it was never released :(.
China countdown: 4 days!!!!
x summer
mood ; drugged & disoriented
music ; until whenever - big bang
obsession ; still big bang, light textures
crave ; korean food :B
location ; denver -> my bed as always
Labels: camwhoring, life, pix
On Monday, June 01, 2009 at 2:02:00 AM
the girl.
I'm Meichen Yu. I'm Summer Yu. I'm Chen. I'm Winter.I'm a 20 year old Chinese (fan)girl from Denver, Colorado, who goes to New York for university. I'm a broadcast journalism major hoping to work in Taiwan as a variety show host after graduation. I love my family of 100+. I've played piano since I was 5 (had it beat into me, more like) and guitar, I charcoal and sketch, and I write fiction. I Photoshop too much. I keep up with fashion, use shopping as cardio, love experimenting with makeup, and go dancing a lot. I am attached to my iPod, love and breathe music, and own too many faded concert tshirts. I dress eclectically; I have polos, suspenders, bright dresses, African print, and Converse lace-up boots in my closet. I'm a walking oxymoron. I can be chill and laid-back and go-with-the-flow and I can also be very passionate and headstrong. I'm girly but emotionally I'm a bit like a man. I'm rather blunt and oblivious and incredibly insensitive. I have a low man-voice and I use it to tell it like it is. I'm a huuuuge EPL (English Premiere League) fan and World Cup fanatic. I can't understand why America is the only country who doesn't see soccer (FOOTBALL) for the beautiful game it is. It's pretty much the only sport I keep up with. Also, I'm a huuuge Asian celebrity fangirl. Fahrenheit, in particular Jiro and Aaron, are my weak spot, though Big Bang ranks as a close second by sheer force of talent. I love Donglun slash. (I also love Reno/Cloud slash.) Often times when I'm walking around listening to my iPod I will daydream a whole music video (with me in them most of the time) in my head as a song plays. Other times I will imagine whole Taiwanese Dramas and cast all the characters. I believe my whole life thus far can be accurately summed up by The Googoo Doll's Dizzy Up the Girl album, hence the blog title. I also hope my future life (with Jiro) will be able to be summed up by Cheer Chen's discography. I eat too much, sleep erratically and usually during the day, party hard, and work my ass off. I have a short attention span and am pretty good at wasting time. Sometimes I get worried that nobody understands my strange self but most of the time I'm not concerned with working too hard at making friends because if it's meant to be, it will stick. I dream big and believe my life will follow as such. If you box your possibilities into a small space, your life will only be mediocre. God gave us dreams and the means to make them come true; use them. I love my good and fearful God. I'm excited to see where life takes me. I'm excited to be alive. :).
I'm terrible at summing myself up in these things.
the clicks.
Lovelyable @ Livejournal [ graphics, fiction, fangirling ]
belle.nisce @ Fictionpress [ original fiction ]
the shouts.
the memories: titles.
keel me ded.
total eff my life morning. [ may 28 2009 ]
the memories: months.
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